Its a day before puasa n im feeling hopelessly weak looking at myself now.. donno why recently i frequently attacked by sickness..mula2 flu as usual me..den it became worst...started to have allergic on my eyes (only Allah knows how itchy it was during nite time where i couldnt help myself not to touch it! :( ) and my lips also affected with the itchiness(but its not as bad as my eyes laaa).. and today im wearing shades in the office trying to hide my swelling eyes..ohhh i feel horror! :(

Pity to myself..went several times to the clinic(Thank God my company provide medical card recently) but never been better... im worried..so so worried..of many things...my health, my coming BIG day, works.....Just praying dat i have the strength to fight all this sickness i have. Please pray for my good health too ye you ols! :(

Wahhhhh its been awhile i didnt update my blog! huh n now im forcing myself to jot down sumthing in this blog before i forget dat i hv a blog...hehehe

November 2009...lozza things did happened in my life recently..some r good n some r not..but dat is life huh...;)

i have sooo many things to story but i have no time to put in here..how laaaaa.....i need cs3 badly!!! mas did gave me the installer but unfortunately my thumb got corrupted n the file gone..huhu but if i have it pon i cannot simply install it in my current lappy coz the disk size plak not enuff! huarghhhhhh...!!!!

New year is coming n i need to start thingking on my new reso..hehe errrr last yr reso wat happen eh??hmmmmm....hehehhee


Oh lemme tell u abt the muvi dat i watched yesterday...New moo*n...weiiii dont go and watch!!! waste yr money!!!! huh very the gerammmmph with dat muvi laaa!!! grrrrrr.....ending part was like hareemmmmm!!!!! huh!

Pity me....im terribly depressed now! a moron scratched my car on purposed!! ****! huarghhhhhhh a longgggggggg line from front to the back door....:( :( :( sigh sigh sigh....donno how to express my feelings now....im soooooo sooooooo down...erghhhhh

I lost my wallet!!! :( It has been a few months i didnt went to my nanny's house and dis wikend my nanny did some kenduri doa selamat n we went back..Unfortunately, i lost my wallet there!

I've literally checked every possible place but i still couldnt find it..hope i just misplaced the wallie sumwhere in the house n really hope no one took it away or the rite word is 'tangan panjang' at nannys.

I was about to take my mum n untie Mun to go to Tampin this morning so i changed my shirt and jeans n was den looking for my wallet..its gone!gone! Yeah there was so many people in the house last nite n me impetuously left my wallet on the table at the hall.hmmmm what shud i say..regret??mad??never thot this thing could happen in your own place..

i've lost my ic,bank cards,licence n some hundreds of cash occayyy!huargghhhh! feels like crying but the tears didnt showed up..

Before went back to KL, we went to S*mpang Empat police station to make a report..then call the bank to blocked all my cards..n my holiday next wik will be used to go n renew evrything! sob..sob..sob...

Againnn im in exhausted mode! Wat a 'perfect' life i have! Now its showing 1145am(obviously im blogging during ofis hr!opsss hehe) n yet i cant start doing any work!!my mind n body was like rejecting all the scripts n the process of thinking...this is real guys! Never felt so depressed before until i cant do any task...

I flipped thru my monthly planner n saw in n out time noted during last 3 wikends! Meaning i've been working for 21+1(today) days straight! OMG! i dont give my body to rest!so selfish of me...but looking at the unfinished work i have, wont gv me any better coz i noe there's still got pending jobs which i have to settle it before we Go-Live next two weeks!urghhhh (sighing)

Now wat i wish to do is go home n have some quality sleep n later continue my work while waiting for break fasting...

Quite a hectic day today...i took only one day leave yesterday but today there's soo much things happened and needs to be done. if im on leave the whole week wats gonna happen huh??hehe like im the only one who cares abt work...hehe

Well,got an email frm mrs blurmind today..heheh she shoot me by saying..."To d*ana/edd*n, wat a mess!" that really pist me off!! been hard to please and comfort people ard u..the funny thing was she really donno wat she really wantz and who to blame..lesson learnt..never complies or replies to those kind of email from yr client..u shud juz ignore it! but i did replied to her mail coz im trying to defend myself from being such a fool..well at least me feel gud after dat..hehe

Btw, yesterday i went for jcard shopping day..took on leave just to donate my money there...can u imagine how lucky jj was..hehehe bhot so many things..i think dat was my 1st time shopping rally i did..hehe reached cwazee early at jj dat morning,before 9am okeyyy...n people is like from nowhere ambushed the place..i was soo amazed to witness how grandsale is taking over people's mind out of everything..including me..hehe halfday shopping really enuff for me thats wen my belly starts to yell 'im hungry.lets getout of here!!!' hehe

Later, went to my sis house at Pr*ma Damansara to fetch my bro. Ard 4 reached home.. there goes my day..

Its almost 130am oredi and yet still want to update my blog! hehehe hmmmm.....a long sigh....

Work as usual nothing more interesting in my life..its been work..work..work..n work...i easily gets worried to sumthing that i shud not be worried of. Cant get it off my mind. Today my time full with discussions..other than rectifying my reports. Our scope getting much more wider and task became more n more..huh (not complaining but just to express my tireness of the day...hehehe) New things me encountered today during our discussion. They talked about developing new screen/interface for reports by not using the current webpage. uhhh me dont really understand what they've been talking..cannot imagine sumthing i've never done before espcially on programming JAVA,C++, creating interface screen..bla..bla..bla..erkkkk zero! Luckily, i've great team with me Fadil n Khaleel who seems to know wat En.Nash was talking about and wat he wants us to do(pheewwww ;).

However, i took it as a challenge and new knowledge which i shud learn. Sumtimes we wont do things we like..i never expected that i'll end up working on programming thingie...never!!!hahaha

Poor Kak Ede coz she's been helping us out on giving ideas n inputs for our documentation. Thanks Kak Ede really appreciate it! see in blog also im thingking about work! OMG!! :D

Oppss..not interesting at all my entries today..hehehe Before we went home as usual we(me.soul,kak ede n zz) had our dinner at NZ ard 930pm. The Milo shakes was awsome! u guys shud tryla!! hehehe

Okla, time to sleep now. sure it will be hard for me to wake up early tomorrow morning!alamak..hihihih


Adios...:)

Today is the most frustrated and exhausted day for me..n my team especially..after being 'hit n run' by a few 'cars and lorries' we just tend to follow watever they want us to do..they dont even want us to explain further of what we're doing and just say 'Stop,you dont have to explain..please document it on the paper' that sucks..at least gives us a chance to speaklaaa...

Damned..im so tired...dunno wat to write..

Just wish that i could turn back time and do all over again appropriately and plan things well...hummm...things just happen...nothing we can do about it. Just reminding myself not to repeat the same mistakes again..

Nothing interesting happened the whole day..since my time is more in the office rather than spending quality time with people i love.. that sucks..hehe i need to have time for myself..pity me..but when will it be still yet to know..

In addition to my sorrow day, i went home ard 1130pm. Reached home as usual I've to find a place to park my car since the parking was always full the time i arrived..i thought it was a good spot to park but unfortunately i scratched my new car with a bench!!! huaarrgghhhhh.:(..long scratched! OMG..i told my mum not to worry i'll fix it later but inside my heart was like crying and yelling "Oohhh Noooo,My car!!!" i dont want my mum to think more about it as she only knew that she has high blood pressure and high cholestrol which was dicovered last two days..i feel bad...huhu

im sleepy already. Need to sleep now..i wish tomorrow will be better than today InsyaAllah..

see you guys in the next episode..:) hehe